A Life Full of Scrap

Yeah 250 Years ... To Arthur's and his Guiness... It was alright but BEP was way off key. Kinda disappointing but I had fun towards the end. I was having fun drinking at Gravity bar drown myself with Guiness to forget the pain I'm going through. Previous night was Vodka for a broken heart today was Guiness for a broken heart haha... I am so bloody full. The after party at Republic damn Onz; it was awesome. Dj Fuss from Hitz was there and I was wearing bloody heels ahhh... my leg damn pain. Today I drank a lot and I was so full >.< and yeah I took the wrong road home =.=||| spent dunno how much on highway. Darn it! Oh no pictures taken... no cam haha... but bah... event like this I always get to go muahaha =P Blerk~ be jealous you should la~la~la~ Oh my leg is so God damn painful... bloody heels... I should have just wore flats sobsob... got blister somemore die kau... tomorrow sure die... must put plaster >.< pain die me. Eh been wearing heels whole bloody day from work till event till after party okay!

Right up next Subaru Palm Challenge... Blue Ball pleaseeeeee! Hopefully I'm as lucky as last year get another free trip. After all I got the experience... I must beat the others muahahaha... I am having migraine again shit ass argh! Sleepy somemore... cannot sleep already... 1 more hour I must get ready and head to the Curve. Gotta prepare myself... need to rest my bloody leg... haihz... guess I'll take it as a warm up session muahahaa... my previous record was 12hrs in regional and Malaysia was 7hrs++ I must beat my previous record and pass all the darn challenge. First first I must get the bloody Blue Ball and answer the question correctly. Please give me luck.

I am keeping myself busy so I could forget about him. However, parts of me are making him as the motivation to participate in the Subaru Palm Challenge... Maybe if I get to be finalist... maybe I get to see him again. (as friends =.=" don't ya simply think) He don't love me anymore so obviously I won't think of him as in that kind of relationship anymore. Anyway... time to rest before the war muahaha... BLOODY TIRED la

Need to close my eyes first omg my migraine is killing me... so does my leg. Okay I will update when I'm back from the challenge laterz. Wish me luck :) Oh yes I am still sad and yes I still think of him. Although my body feels lighter my head feels heavier. =.=" Gotta go... Another sleepless night. Chaoz
***Chanting for Blue Balls***