Monday, September 21, 2009
I'm back from JB trip. Oh seeing him again makes me misses him even more :( I just hate this feeling of missing somebody so badly... I just wish I could still hug him tonight... Spending the past 2days with him was awesome... Little did I know I got wasted on the first night oh... that's just embarassing but erm... it's rather strange I wasn't drunk though... I knew what had happened erm... I just don't feel well... probably due to my lack of sleep (and yes I still don't feel well having migraine since that night it's driving me crazy). The night before the trip I didn't get to sleep coz' I was afraid I couldn't wake up in time and what more while on the way to JB I thought I could catch up my sleep and have a nap or something but stupid spoilt brat next to me is so noisy can't bloody sit still for 1 sec. Well, my bf was so nice to take care of me when I got wasted haha. Imagine he had ordered food in mamak then didn't get to eat =.=|| he stayed with me in his friend's car... I feel so guilty... (Dear, love you lots... muacks :))
However, tonight I don't know what's got into me... I sort of erm... get angry at him a little... ahhh... it's just one of my mood swing I guess. I miss him so much erm... when he said "just meet only so fast miss me d?" it sort of pisses me off... that statement is like asking me not to miss him so much =.=||| or sort of telling me that he doesn't miss me. I think I'm being immature in this case... I should let him sleep in the first place and not asked him online since he is very tired and gotta work tomorrow. So when he said he is just kidding hmm I sort of thought I shouldn't get angry at him at all. He likes to play jokes and just kid around. Well, I know that's his character after spending time with him this few days... I can see that at times he can be extremely childish hahaha... but that's what I like about him. The big kiddo act is what that makes him charming I guess... (okay you'll probably said I'm in love that's why) who cares... I still find him rather interesting than some who are pretty annoying. The thing is I find it hard to connect to him at times. Like I mentioned before it's like there's a missing gap between us. Or maybe it's just me... we're like coming from 2 completely different world... I don't know if he finds it hard being with me... but I do feel it's a little hard to talk serious issues with him. Worst of all... today on my way home we were sms-ing each other and while I was waiting in Mcd (my bus at 4pm so gotta wait la) he said can check out leng chai =.=||| and nvm I tell him no leng chai only got Malays and Ah Bengz see already eyes also pain. Then randomly I spotted a cute looking guy what to do he sat right across the table then I told him la "Oh I spotted a leng chai"... Guess what he says... He asked me go take action =.=""" where on earth can you find a bf asking his own gf go kau other chai? After that he said no la you can know more friends ma... swt~!
Apparently, he got a lot of close girl friends... lucky I'm not around him haha... if not I might get extremely jealous... well yeah... I'm still surprise why no girls are after him. He is not bad looking. In fact, I find him rather cute haha... and he is pretty tall (20cm more than me swt and mind you I'm not short okay...) His childish side is probably because he is the youngest in the family and the only boy in the family and he got so so so so many sisters =.=||| I bet they probably spoilt him like crazy... lucky him huh! Erm... well that's my bf for you... hehe when I got the photos we took together from him I will probably upload it depending on my mood hahaha.
Love at first sight hah... haihz... I miss him so so so much ~>.<~ I miss the way he hug me to sleep hehe... so comfy... I can't wait to see him again... Oh he bought BR for me hehe... awesome ice-cream muahaha which I have been craving for ages! He spent on all the foods and drinks we had. Isn't he sweet? hehe... He keep forcing me to drink water >.< which I hate it lotsss!!! I'm like a cactus that hates water. Well I'm my mother's dotter haha we're alike we don't like to drink plain water... =P though my mum at times nag at me to drink and I would say you also never drink haha... I guess he just care for me. I can feel my body heat is slightly hotter than usual and it's making me sick and he has been making me drink tons of it.
Oh Kev called randomly again... what's with him? O.o? I asked him why he always so random take last Friday as an example... he said for fun... geez he got nothing better to do. He called about 4plus when I was in the bus. Told me he work from 7am-4pm this week (like it's any of my business =.=|||) I'm so tired with his hot and cold treatment and the only thing I'm still answering his phone calls is because I still treat him as a friend. Yeah just friend nothing more. Lately I've kept the calls short and keep it cool haha... Now let him try my cold treatment it's way better than his I guess :) muahaha what to do I'm born evil ngek~ngek~ngek~ hehehehe...
Overall, it's a nice trip but I didn't get to eat Ikan Bakar >.< coz' he is tired and wanted to go back to Hotel so we sort of skipped dinner (I skipped dinner he ordered room service =.="" I just knew he will get hungry haha) oh well... I guess I just gotta wait another trip then. Guess that's all for tonight. I need to sleep too... Nitez peeps!
And I MISS YOU DEAR... Sorry I don't mean to be angry at you :) love you lotsss xoxo
