Thursday, September 17, 2009
Yo~yo~yo~ bloggin twice in the office hmm... obviously I'm FREE :) okay la not as free as the other day but things seems to slow down a little for my 3 segments... Today I'm SoOo0oos0oOoo Not-In-Da-MooD again. Though I recieve a message from DiGi I gotta meet BEP win their limited edition t-shirt and also get to go to AAR (All American Rejects) concert on the 10th Oct 09 I'm still not excited about it. Need to collect the tix and t-shirt aiyoo so damn ma-fan leh~! BEP stuff must collect at Universal... so very the far!!! AAR tix must collect at 1Utama GCS there... FAR ALSO! 10th Oct my darling coming to visit me leh erm... maybe I will just bring him along to that concert hehe... shall see how it goes. Smalls won't be going so I guess I'll grab her tix =P
OKay this is out of topic! Wonder what's wrong with me? Kev called last night... middle of the night after his yum cha session... hmm... I was halfway to my dreamland when I answered the phone without even looking at the screen. Erm... he still gave me that thrill each time I talk to him. O.o? Omg~ this is just wrong wei... so wrong!!! I'm not in the mood today coz' I feel guilty? Erm... don't think so... I didn't do anything leh... just answering his call doesn't mean anything hmm... well at least that's what I'm trying to tell myself that.
I feel my feelings is a little unstable... OKay maybe A LOT unstable... (can't I just lie for a while? geez!) Argh~ like right now... I feel like screaming my lungs out that "I HATE YOU BLARDY COMP REVIEW" Oh yeah tomorrow got internal WIP (working in progress meeting shyt) I need to present competitor's review argh~ I hate it! I hate it! I damn kau HATE IT!!! Every farking day every farking week every month every quarter I gotta face this shyt! Last time we only do quarterly review... now cipet daily basis! OKay I know it's good added value for the client and also knowledge for ourselves BUT FARK only AE's doing shitty jobs like this! I cannot tahan liao argh~!!! I've lost my passion thanks to DiGi. Nowadays, I came to work late, I want to go home early (notice how I underlined the word want... just want only la mostly go back late haihz), I don't bother rejecting the clients, becoming a yes man and yeah I'm like a freaking robot that has the auto pilot function! DAMN and people just thought my job is so great and so great! Alright now you probably be thinking I complain too much haha... DON'T BLARDY READ IT IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT!
My dear told me that he feels he has low self-esteem just coz' he doesn't know what he want to do in life. As in career wise. I thought to myself... maybe there's no such thing as dream job or a job you want to do. Maybe it's better off not knowing what you want or what you like then you won't have much complain about the job and just do and do and do. Maybe you will say things like there's something you're not satisfy with your boring job... well I guess it's better than no job since economy is bad. Like me I complain so much yet I'm one of the pioneer in the account yeah I'm serious... I could have thrown letter ages ago... like Derrick the guy who came in with me fresh left after 3month, like Wendy the stupid bitch that I mentioned in my previous post... I could have but I didn't lor... Apart from my direct boss I'm one of the old peeps k~! Maybe because I used to have passion to fight and all... Just too bad I got all tired with shitty things... like I said I've lost my passion and that's very sad. Once the passion is lost, the creative spark and juices will be gone too >.<
Okay I think I crapz enough.... hahahaaa way off topic =P I like lar~ lalala~! Blerkz! Don't read hahahaaa! Maybe I should start changing my blog URL to http://www.syioksendiri.blogspot.com/ em... hehe =) Should I???
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