A Life Full of Scrap

I glance through my tweet someone commented that blogging is an act of hypocrite!

I'm like WTF???

Well, I don't think so... to me blogging is like I'm at a place where I could just type anything and vent out my anger... share my happiness, my sadness... I think it's like a diary I once had when I was young. Just that not much privacy that is hahaha...

I feel I could express myself in the blog rather than telling people how I really feel. People around me often felt frustrated because they find me complicated, cold and emotionless . It's not that I want to be this way but I am just born the way I am. I don't express my emotions or feelings that often because I am afraid of getting hurt. Trust me I did... after all the time you spent with someone... they will just turn around and bite you instead. I've been there and experienced it first hand. The feelings of being betrayed is the worst ever you could imagine. It is not the act of mistake that pisses me off but rather it is the act of taking advantage of the trust given. I cherish loyalty and honesty above all... despise betrayal the most! Therefore, in order to protect myself from the mean and horrible world we are living today I choose to disclose my feelings and buried them deep within me.

So rather than expressing right straight to them, if they truly care about me well read it themselves... and they got all the freaking updates of my life. So in a way it's a good thing because you will know who around you truly care for you and they're not just screwing around and laugh at you when your life is miserable.

I feel people could as well choose to believe what they read in a blog choose to see what they wanna see... So blogging is clearly not an act of hypocrite. People have the liberty and freedom to write what ever they want and people have the right to see or read what ever they feel like.

There I rest my case :)