A Life Full of Scrap

Why my life sucks?


I'm lonely...and also coz' no one understand me... my work sucks too(I will only explained about this in my next post!)


I wish I could cry like the cartoon character... what makes it worst is now I can't even shed a tear anymore! Since breaking up with Alex, I've stop crying... Just coz' I don't cry that doesn't mean I'm okay...


I guess I shouldn't fight with him today... but he just pissed me off because he couldn't make up his mind (I will also explain this on the next post further today I'm not really in the mood)


I misses him lots... why he have to be this way... I wish he could lend me his shoulder now when I really needed him!


I JUST WANT TO SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMM my lungs out! I wish I could really do that but I can't either! It's a very bad day today! I hate my life! How long I gotta pretend that I'm ok? Why things just can't stay the way it is... at least the good times just stay a little longer... ~>.<~ I'm damn EMO!