A Life Full of Scrap

Yeah... Ree Na just so random pm me today and asked what's with the french phrase all of a sudden?

For your french guy ar? =.=" I wish haha... and she keep kay-po-ing about this Scorpio guy I had my eye on. How did she know? From facebook when I played some of the quiz =.=" For some reason, the quiz is pretty true lolx! I did the quiz for "which sign as in zodiac you shouldn't be with" the answer is Aquarius. Guess what? That's my ex's zodiac sign! Then, I did the quiz for "which sign you should be with or in love with" the answer is Scorpio. SWT~ KAU!!!

Lately, I feel the distance between us. I sort of regret risking this friendship. Now it turn into such an awkward situation. I just hate it! Somehow he is showing me sign and sort of asking me to stay away from him. Today he pm me in msn, telling me he just came back home from work etc. His shift change again... I guess for sometime I won't be talking to him since he started working I'm still sleeping, and when he finished work I'm still working. So he won't call anymore too. Argh~! Don't know lar I really don't know what's his mind. I asked him if he is interested in going to the MTV World Stage which is going to be held in Sunway this coming 15 Aug. I said I have spare tickets. Then he said don't want la you give your other friend la. I said ok la. After that, he really gets on my nerves, I was pissed off at him when he said he couldn't register artistry because it's full I said I can get him in then he suddenly said don't want. I'm like WTF! Complained then people help him he doesn't want. Then I said, OK I GET IT! As in I get what he means... Then he say no la I'm working at 7am... before that I remembered him saying he is not working on weekends now don't know la... I don't think he can be trusted either! Argh!!! Felt like a fool. Then I said ya whatever you like la! Then he say walaueh so beh song... I said what beh song? Whatever you want la! After that, I don't reply him anymore. Then he sign off without even saying good bye! Don't even have the bloody courtesy to say bye bye. Well then few minutes later I saw him online and goes off and online and goes off again. I malas layan him also. Fark him la!

Now I guess I've learned from my past mistakes. Since what my ex has done to me I seriously hate guys a lot till he came around. At first he is so nice then now he is just like any other asshole! I guess all guys are the same ASSHOLES! ARGHHHH!!!! I AM SO PISSED OFF AT HIM! I will not fall for him any longer! And yeah that's what my title means!!!

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