A Life Full of Scrap

This is one of my favourite quote. As I grew older, I tend to think a lot these days; sign of an old age I guess. Hmm... I hope I am a lot wiser now. =P

Take a minute and look at people around your social circle; your family, your lover/wife/husband/boyfriend/girlfriend, friends, housemates & colleagues etc... Are you their priority or just an option? Are they your priority or they are just an option to you?

I've realize many people around me are just an options to me even though I want to make them my priority I just can't. Sorry-lah~ coz' I have a fragile heart =P However, those that I make them priority tends to treat me as an option. Now then is this karma or what?

I know I know... it sucks to be an option. I am pretty sure many of us gone through that shyt. Imagine you have a crush on this hawt hunk and you get yourself all worked up and decided to talk to him then you guys exchange number. Next day you texted the dude, he was like "Sorry, you are? er..." Ouchhh... Yeah you are just an option to him. He didn't even bother to save your number in his cell.

The process of making someone your priority tends to gives you the risk of getting hurt. Chances are 99.9% you will be disappointed because they only consider you as their options. Those were the days of fairytales; "and they live happily ever after..." that don't exists in our society not anymore. In fact, after marriage there's when you'll start to realize the problems comes in one after another.

Wait a second why am I writting this post again? (sign of old age so excuse me for that) Oh yeah... Hmm... coz' I am wondering if I am anybody's priority. Honestly, I don't think my parents even consider me as their priority. My darling? Well, I don't think I am his priority either. FML it sucks to be me... T_T

Okay the post is going no where... I'll just stop here. Don't know what to write anymore... chaoz!