A Life Full of Scrap

This is the worst weekend ever!

First, I have some stalker invading my privacy! Secondly, boyfriend has a stalker coming up to the house asking for him and all sorts of sms-es from that freaky girl. So much havoc for our relationship.

Then, I realize who was once my best pal (at least I think she is my best friend, maybe she don't feel the same) betraying me. Sold my private life's to the jerky stalker.

After that, we started to realize our housemates become more and more selfish. Problems cook up like Mount Everest. Starting to hate each others guts and till the extend of removing us from friend list in fb. How childish can that be?

Another 3rd party, my boyfriend's best friend also my housemate's best friend coming in to the picture. Messaging my boyfriend advising him to advise me not to post status updates which could create a conflict between our housemates and us. I got pissed off. First of all, I have access to my boyfriend's fb. Secondly, she is not staying at this farking house! In order to prevent him or dragging him into the picture, I've wrote a message to the girl and asking her to stay out of the picture and deleted the message the girl wrote to my boyfriend. After all, it's none of her farking business! However, I did told my boyfriend what had happened and share the info I wrote to the girl with him. Whatever I want to post it's my farking status update. Who ain't respecting who? I've 3 fb profiles. It's good enough I only posted it on my private profile. I don't think I am at fault nor I've hurt anybody's feeling because my housemates are not in the private profile. I don't need to apologize for any shit! If they don't start to be so calculative on things, I don't think we would have this fight in the first place.

For so long... I've stayed in this house. I dare say no one pick up a broom to sweep the floor. No one clean up the kitchen and the fridge. No one pick up the rubbish to throw. None have the bloody courtesy to do shit! Yeah true, boyfriend and I spent most of our time in the living room. We used the utensils in the kitchen. However, we did our part we cleaned up. Every damn time, I clean the shit no one would help out and boyfriend is the one helping. I don't think we are the only ones living in the house. On the other hand, you peeps don't walk on the floor izzit? You don't put the stinky bloody shoe at the corridors? You don't step and bring in all sands into the living room? You don't smoke in the living room? You don't hang the clothes outside? You don't use the fridge? C'mon we are not kids, can't we act like adult?

It has come to the extend where they are so calculative until clothes detergent we buy separately kept in the room. The vacuum cleaner belongs to them, they start keeping it in the room too. (I just realize it when we need to use it, when the owner came to put up the railings for the curtains and it was the vacuum which makes the best friend came into the picture too because I posted at my status update) The food, plates and utensil they start keeping in the room too. The rubbish they rather throw it in the room too.

I think the war started with the streamyx issue. When one of my housemate told me about changing the package, I've informed boyfriend about it. It's a student package. Fair enough, the laptop taken by housemate's girlfriend after all it's using her name. However, the housemate never really discuss with my boyfriend and without our consent they went ahead and change the package without our knowledge not until the line is being cut off on the day itself. This we called not respecting us. Plus he doesn't need to cook up a story saying that his house needed to use his name etc... c'mon boyfriend and I are from what background and industry people? We don't know the truth? One person can apply few lines man... Please don't treat us like dumb fucks! The girlfriend starting to go back to schooling life needed a laptop... we obviously understand that. Just tell us honestly why do you need to go such a big round? After all, it's a student package. We have our own laptops we won't be fighting just for that mere laptop. For God sake, aren't we friends?

After that, I messaged the girlfriend telling her that we won't bare any extra cost that involved the laptop and if the line being cut off in the middle of the contracts because you peeps never discuss with my boyfriend and I think it's fair enough. So I guess the girlfriend has a fragile heart taking it personally and I guess from there onwards our relationship became sour. I don't know about how they feel but boyfriend and I actually keep one eye close after that incident even though it is farking miserable for that 1 farking week living with no internet. (you know at least they could have let me know earlier and I was freaking mad that day because I was in the middle of downloading some important shit for work) Well again I think they feel they are right on their actions.

So then one problem after another... they are not the only ones having financial issues. Boyfriend and I faced same shit. Now that the owner and my boyfriend are pretty good with each other. The owner decided to offer a FOC air con to us and place in the room but we paid the installation fees etc. So the electricity bill we need to rearrange with housemates again. As predicted, they will jump up and down about it. Our monthly electricity bill is about RM85 to RM90. So boyfriend told them to cap it at RM90 split among us and when air con comes into the picture we pay the additional fees. Then I don't see any problem here. The housemates however think it's a big problem because they said the usage higher charges differently. C'mon do your math what's the big deal even if usage higher charges higher the price you are still paying the cap RM90? Does it make much different? We are paying the rest. Then what I feel the electricity bill is not the main issue. The issue here is they can't take it that we have a free air con. Just before that streamyx issue they are afraid we might do the same to them. This is what I called KARMA!

Problem arising after one another, boyfriend and I fought more than ever. Then I told him not to take the FOC air con. So then the owner said "like that I do everything for free put it in the living room". Now then the owner himself wanted to install that air con in the living room. I foresee problems will appear too.

So now... I just hope we could sit down and talk things through with each other. I don't see a point in living with black face and shut the doors without facing each other. I don't think we need to be so selfish... no matter what the shit is I think there is always solutions to it. I really hope this nightmare ends quickly.

I can't take it any longer... a volcano is about to blow out and scream at everyone! The fact that boyfriend and them could still pretend like nothing happen really makes me wonder what kind of people I am staying with... it really freaks me out badly!

PS Housemates: If you see this, I would really appreciate it if we could talk things through.