A Life Full of Scrap

Yeah finally... finally it's almost here hehehe... hey don'cha get the wrong idea no I AM NOT PREGNANT! Finally no more Cik Rempit :)

Officially, I own a new Black Perodua Viva 1.0 and my baby is coming very soon. Should be around next week probably can only try it after I'm back from Spore. Though the cc is like er... nvm it's not too bad la it's new car I don't mind muahahaa....

I'm just worried my expenses is getting higher and higher... 450 rent plus P1, 400++ for this new car, my ptptn loan... OMG with my current pay I guess I really need to use my money wisely ~>.<~ I'm waiting till Jan if no pay raise means sayonara DiGi team, big boss say give him our commitment till Jan... Hopefully, he manage to get us pay raise... if not we all really wanna chap pao fook chao lou already. Work like dog and still earning peanuts... it's really sad case. Okay I know this got nothing to do with the title, but I must say working from home is super nice :) well yeah I work from home today. Not feeling well lor... Argh and I miss K so much... seems like he doesn't care... didn't even bother to say hi when he come on9 CIS! Hate him... OK you might say why didn't I say hi to him then... not I don't want to just that I don't know how... I scare the awkwardness become worst... or erm maybe I'm afraid of rejection... but I did sms him after he goes off9 just that he never reply me >.< damn sad. Ok maybe I sent a forwarding cute message but then again he could reply with something else marrr... Seriously can someone tell me WADAFARK he wants??? What's with the warm and cold treatment... It's driving me crazy~! I really miss him a lot I just can't help it... the more I try to refrain myself to think about him... the more I'm falling for him! Life's unfair why do I need to go through this again and again and again... >.< HELP! I'm about to hit that cold hard floor AGAIN! My heart is about to be broken like the little pieces of glasses AGAIN!

ahh... so that's about it! For once my parents actually listened and I'm glad they did :) and I've got a car no need to wait for my mum's car hehehe! Apart from that, my life still sucks... and no I don't miss Alex anymore just that 27th did reminds me of the happy moments we had. It's not all that bad you know... hey 7yrs there are times that we were really happy and those times I will cherish them forever with me.

Chaoz for now.