Friday, April 10, 2009
My Baby's back~~~ Welcome home... that's the great news... sad news is it cost me RM480= lorry driver fee + repairing it. Worst is the biker shop fellas used up all my oil... TIU NIA SENG!!! Now cannot start fuck have to drive the car to work again! I already don't have enough to survive now have to pump bloody petrol and pay bloody car park! CIPET!
ahh... I really hate my miserable and pathetic life! No more shopping... no more good food... what's left behind is shits! Now I probably have to eat the green green grass!
Christians and Muslims believe that when you face a hard life or a difficult situation it is God's test upon you... in order to make you stronger and have more faith bla bla bla shit like this... Well I certainly think that's a lot of BULL****!Don't get me wrong I am a Christian myself. I used to believe all these... until one fine day I grow up and thought to myself if God do exist why people are suffering around the world? Why is there so many miserable and pathetic lives around the world? Why is there so much crime around the world? Why create humans in the first place when all we've done is destroying the world, hurting each other, lusting for more sex, betrayals among lovers...among friends...among family members etc. People don't love each other... they just need each other. There's no such thing as true love. There's no such thing as GOD! Religion are just merely tools to control the minorities. How I wish there is a GOD, so He could end my miserable life. Yeah I am selfish SO WHAT? You don't? You're a saint? Everyone are born to be selfish. All everyone cares is about themselves. Yeah I feel sorry for what happened to me SO WHAT? Can't I at least do that huh? I need somebody's permission to feel sorry for myself? SO WHAT? Laugh and be happy all you want seeing me living in this kind of pathetic life! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I DON'T CARE SHIT ABOUT U! I DON'T CARE SHIT ABOUT ANYONE ANYMORE! You wanna be happy? So do I! You think you're being trap? So do I! The difference is I'm emotionally trap and I can never get out of it already.
You wish you never meet me? I wish I feel the same! You regret? Well I wish I feel the same too! If not for you I won't be here sulking and be miserable in the first place I would have been in JAPAN FOR GOD SAKE! CIBAI!
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