A Life Full of Scrap

I've finally get back the confidence I have after so many years... I've always thought I was the one to be blame for every relationship I failed. I've always thought I was the one who is having the issue turn out I was just fine. Thanks to my darling and thanks to that jerk (you know the fat ugly one) I've finally overcome it.

A year ago, I was depressed and life was upside down when I ended the 7years of misery with that jerk. Today, I am proud to say that I've made the right choice to leave him. Though he was in the state of denial and me accusing him to have another girl back then just so he could be the good guy and made me seems like a bad person for calling it off. Well, that jerk has finally admitted he CHEATED on me with his current wife. So for that I must say a very BIG THANK YOU for admitting yourself to be a JERK! All these while I feel bad about it and now I feel so much better because I am the loyal one. To K.I.S.S I believe in karma XD Since I always thought I was a bad gf back then and that I was an insecure freak but turn out I was right... I was right to feel insecure.

I am sure all you girls out there feel the same, if a guy cheated on you once he will definitely do it again and again and again (it's just a matter of time). So I am lucky to get rid of that jerk before it's too late hmm... okay even it takes me 7years to realize that I was a fool but it's better late than never! I am glad I followed my intuition... it seems like I have a guardian angel after all.

As for my darling... thank you for everything you've done. You've turn me into a new leaf... I never felt loved that much in my whole life... (of coz' don't count my parents okay!) Thank you for explaining everything single things to me and taking time to make sure I feel safe and secure at all time. I realize that I no longer have any worries. I'm so happy with everything I've got. If I was given a chance I would still take the road I took. If I wasn't brave enough to take that step out from the door and leave that jerk I wouldn't have meet such a loving and wonderful guy (ppssttt oh he is cute too hehe) I am proud to be having his arms around me too.

So girls out there, take my story as a step of motivation if you are stuck with a jerk, don't wait and wonder if he won't repeat his mistake. If he is born a jerk, he will forever be one. My advice is pack your stuff and leave because life is just too short. I've made a right one and you should too! Oh if you found a right one grab it don't let him run away hahaha...

Alright time to go for Zara, Massimo Dutti & Pull and Bear warehouse sale muahahahaaaaaaaaaaa... Oh did I mentioned that when I was with that jerk I have to spent all my hard earn money just to make sure we have enough to survive. NOW I can pampered myself with cool stuff, branded stuff and GOOD FOOD!!!

C yaaaazzzz!