Wednesday, May 12, 2010
The sad news? We've come to know that darling's grandma is ill. She is diagnosed with 3rd stage cancer. Well, at this old age it won't be a good idea to undergo all sorts of therapy or surgery. Doc said she might only have a few months left.
My poor darling is all emo because of this. I truly understand how he feels. I've been there... I still miss her a lot. Every time I go back to Penang I would secretly hope I could see her again and taste her good food. Well, it's a little too late for me but not for my darling. So I guess from now on every week, we are heading back to Melacca to see his grandma.I know I couldn't do much for him but all I could do now is to stand by his side and give him morale support.
Apart from this sad news, lately I'm having thoughts about my job again. I know I can never find such a lovely boss like I had before, I know every job's environment workplace is different, I like what I am doing now but something is still not quite right. I'm thinking what would it be like to work on other industry? What would it be like to step out of the advertising & publishing world? Hmm... what would it be like working together with my darling *wink wink* hehe... My career has been up and down since I left Grey. I'm thinking back did I make the wrong mistake when I accepted Milk&Co's 5k offer? Now looking back, I felt a little foolish... just because the money is good that doesn't mean the job is good. Ahh... it's not that ACP magazines is not good, they give me an average salary (much more than Grey but little compared to M&C) and I thought it was like a dream come true being able to work for CLEO and Cosmopolitan. However, after starting to work there for about 2 months. Things just seems a little gloomy. I didn't tell darling about this because I don't want him worrying about me.
As for my family, things getting a bit messy too. My mum's company asking her to come down KL to work.My mum said she will bring my sista down when she finished her studies too. Ahhh... darling and I was like oh my GAWD... darling's face turn pale when I told him about that. Hahaha... "We would need to stay with them?" He asked. Yes by that time we would need to move into new house and stay with them. You see..I can't stay with my mum. The lesser we see each other, the better it is for our relationship. We are like fire and water. XD oh well... in cantonese we said kin po hang po and we shall take a step at a time.
Trouble comes after one another I guess that's what life is all about. Alright that's it off for lunch now... darling is coming back to pick me up for lunchy... C yazz
