Thursday, February 4, 2010
It's been some time I've been MIA from blog and from work as well. I hate going back to work. I hate my job and the people there. I hate my current team mates. They are freaking fake, loves to put on mask and think they are better than anybody else. For me, they are nothing but a bunch of bitches that loves to bitch around.
Argh I hate it so much... I wonder if I resign would it be a better choice. I hate my work as well. So much numbers what the fark? The reason why I took up advertising is because I hate numbers. Geez... and there I am seeing freaking excel sheet every bloody day. I have had enough. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! I am not the type that give up easily but for this time I think I just gotta raise a white flag. What's the point of getting so much pay when I'm not happy and have no passion in whatever I'm doing.
I regret leaving Grey. However, I told myself that's not the end of the world. My journey just begun... I've got 2 head hunters calling me but if I resign I need one month notice plus I am not too sure if I gotta pay the shitty company back money since they bought me out from Grey. Though it's not written in contract... but I think possibility of them asking back the money is there. Oh well... I am having such a huge dilemma. Should I just tender now? If I tender now, I will be jobless... no income for the coming months... but I am suffering if I don't tender. I can no longer take the pressure... it's giving me high blood pressure.
Bottomline I HATE MY JOB!
Just hope I got the branding executive position from XXXX =P This position is cool. The job requirements are must be able to drink, party, love clubbing, know the trends and facebook-ing. XD I LIKE IT!!! Yes, it's HAPPENING!!!
I wish upon the little stars and whisper to myself "PLEASE... PLEASE LET ME GET THE JOB I NEED TO GET OUT FROM HELL" and the star just blink... XD I'm keeping my hands cross... hopefully I get it.
That's some update about my career. About my relationship... well wait till next post... Sayonara for now!
