A Life Full of Scrap

It has been sometime I didn't update my blog... which is a good sign because it shows that I am having a peaceful life.

I don't know what struck me... lately I have been thinking to myself, I've got a good job or you could say it's a career there... but I still feel something is just incomplete. It's as though I am meant to do something bigger. I have this feeling or not getting enough and keep wanting more. However, the wise people said if you don't have such big head please don't wear such big hat! Obviously I do understand that. I've been thinking of having my own business, I believe only by managing own business will really help to attain whatever I want and dream of!

One part of me is still lacking the confidence... I keep questioning myself if I am able to run my own business. There's so many questions I need the answers such as what type of business I want? Where do I find those suppliers? How will I run the business? etc etc etc... I do have some connections but the risk is very much higher to bear plus to get a business started you need at least a small lump sum of money... if not you won't be able to survive. What more to compete with others. I have been doing some online market survey... and I have some rough idea what to sell and how to sell.

Argh... all I need is a little push and kick at my back side to work things out! If my parents were to know I am going to run my own business they will surely said you have such a small head why want to wear such a big hat! Haihz... yes this is how supportive they are... oh well I shall see if I have the courage to take this giant step!

Chaoz for now! Till then have a nice day!