A Life Full of Scrap

My dearest beloved grandma... world most wonderful woman passed away yesterday in Penang Loh Guan Lye Hospital at 9.36am. She died of heart cardiac failure.

I was lucky to be able to talk to her even though she is in a coma but still conscious of what's going on around her. The last time I saw her happy chit-chattin was during Chinese New Year. On the 20/5, I rushed home praying that she will be just fine. She has been very brave... she fought till the end. I know she tried. I am very sad because nobody is going to cook food as delicious as hers. Nobody will bring me go market during Chinese New Year. Nobody will give me advise like how she did.

She couldn't wait till my mum reach home. She had her last breath and go peacefully... I saw her tears rolling before and when we last talk to her she wink closed eyes and move her mouth. She knows I came back and hurt me so much to see her suffer that way. My mum was rushing back from Europe and we were so afraid that she will be quarantine due to swine flu. Another of my uncle fly to Sabah as well and he was rushing back home as well. However, it was too late. Both of them never get to say final good bye to her. We talk to her asked her not to worry anymore... asked her don't cry... think about the happy moments and slowly let things go... It was a moment where all of us have to hold our tears back and try very hard to cheer her up. She was a very brave lady and I will definitely miss her dearly. She will always be in my heart.

We're going to have a 5days ceremony to pay her the last respect she truely deserve for being such a great wife, mother and grandma to all of us. She is one hell of a remarkable lady... and we will miss her and remember what she had taught us through out the years especially gambling she is our headmistress... she taught us everything a person needs to know and we will always treasure that in our heart.

Ah ma,
I love you and miss you dearly... be happy with ah kong at your new found home... We shall meet again. Though, this is written in banana... but just know that you will be in our heart. Always and forever. Say hi for me to my lil bro as well.

Love Mel