A Life Full of Scrap

I've been missing in action for a long long time... my last post was before my big day and it's 2014 a brand new year, brand new start for everything. Since it's a Valentine's weekend, it's that special day to show extra appreciation to those you love and care. So this is me being all lovey-dovey... expressing my love to the important people in my life.

To be honest, I got bored with this space and found two very important people in my life (of coz' my parents and my sister and my other family members are also as important but this post are meant for the two of them). Instead of jotting down a life full of scrap, now I get to share every details with them everyday haha... yes lucky me... be it up or down I know they are always there for me. 

First off, I got married on our 4th anniversary 19th Oct 2013. God has given a very good and responsible husband to protect and care for me. For that, I am very grateful to Him. My dear hubby has always been or at least trying to be the pillar of strength for me whenever I'm feeling depressed about my career and my life. He is like the angel God sent to lead me to the light. He will do anything just to see me smile again. I know he is not perfect but he never stop trying. He make sure that all the house utility bills is paid on time, he do the laundry for us, he throw the rubbish and washes the dishes, he never complain anything about me, sometimes he even cook for me, he clean Cooper's stinky room and feed him every morning before he left for work, he make sure he kisses me before he go off everyday, he work his ass off everyday including weekends sometimes his off day too making sure we have a brighter future, he came home tired but still will try to listen to my endless complains about everything that gone wrong for the day although sometimes he just doze off halfway, he knows I love good food and doesn't mind me being fat; buys me ice-cream whenever I needed them. What more could I have ask for?

We are not the sweetest couple, there's always the down part in every single relationship. We fought over silly little things (of coz' I'm to be blame most of the time because of my well known temper); sometimes the argument got so heated, we go into cold war mode and ignored each other for days, sometimes scars and bruises too (well not literally sometimes it's accidentally so I don't blame him). He is not the romantic kind of guy; who would buy a star from the sky and name it after you (although I think it's pretty cool) or write a poetry kind or pull off a surprise every now and then (although I love surprise who doesn't?). He is never expressive in his thoughts, he don't always say "I love you". He can be extremely forgetful and was named Dory for a reason. He has a very different school of thought about life as compare to me. He follow rules and does things by the book. Sometimes, it's our different approach that causes all the disagreements and put us in fire. The lists could go on and on because I'm the Queen of all endless complains and assumptions haha! What I'm trying to say is he has taught me that perfection doesn't exist because nobody is perfect and I've finally understand the true meaning of beauty is in the eye of the beholder. The not so perfect him has never stop trying to make me happy and accept me for being me because that's all that matters to him. He has done far more than anyone else could have ever done for me in my life (of coz' apart from my parents). So from the bottom of my heart on this Valentine's Day, I want to thank him for being the not so perfect guy in my life. Thank you darling for everything you've been through for me. I will try to be good :) Love ya!

The second important person taught me that being alone doesn't mean you are lonely it simply means you have the freedom to do whatever you like and simply enjoy your own company, he taught me what it means by 'be water', he taught me be cool and keep calm, he has inspire me to live my dreams with his life principle 'YOLO' and most importantly he understand me and has always been a good homie to me. I know that he is someone I could depend on when I need a pair of ears that 'listen with empathy', with him around I could sulk and take off my mask and be myself, I could have a warm shoulder to cry on, a big bear hug if I needed one and anytime if I needed some silly jokes to cheer me up he will always be there ready to be the clown. He is funny and weird in his own ways which makes him unique. He is not perfect either. He has a fragile heart kept within the unbreakable concrete walls waiting for someone to love and be loved. I hope the person he has been waiting for could see the good qualities and potential he has within him. He is not just a good guy but a good man for her. I hope and pray that he could have all the courage and strength to be himself. The world need more guys like him and he has to believe that he has got what it takes to shine. And on this Valentine's Day, I will pray that on the next Valentine he will find his special someone that will appreciate him for being him. Thank you 'sometimes' homie... you're a great sensei and you're always cool :P hahaha!  

PS: For the single girls out there, he is romantic too =D just drop me a message hahaha (jk!)

Happy Valentine's Day to you both and to everyone else too! Have a great weekend!