A Life Full of Scrap

This is going to be the first post of 2010... A brand New Year... new resolutions... new challenges from the new found job.

Hani-chan has started working in the new environment handling a whole new account a bunch of whole new clients. It's only the 3rd day so not much comments on the work yet except that she needs to follow tones of new procedures and tones of jargon to memorize. Worst learning on how to manage the clients' budget. Yes we are talking about costing, numbers, excel sheets... Hani-chan's worst nightmare... not to mention Hani-chan almost fail her accounts during school days.

However, Hani-chan has to overcome the stress and pressure she's feeling lately. She has got her mood swing all over again. She can't even differentiate if it's just one of her emo stress mood due to the new work or she's having doubts with her relationship. She feels her relationship is lacking of the spark... it doesn't feel like being in love anymore...it's not that they don't love each other it's ahhh complicated...

It's like no life O.o? Both came back from work then just sat down and faced the lap-pies and then continued fb-ing or playing games or streaming PPS. Although both are in the same room as though they're accompanying each other... the feeling just doesn't feel the same. Maybe staying together is not a very good idea. Hani-chan hasn't explode like a Volcano for ages. Each time the bf did something that upset her she just kept quiet. She used to erupt like nobody's business but she's changed. Keeping quiet is not such a bad idea because at least she has avoided the fight with him. He knows she's upset yet he do nothing... well he did ask why apart from that nothing more (at times it's nice to let people comfort once in while... staying strong all the time is rather tiring... oh well too bad so sad guess bf don't really "pujuk" people that often). What can she say? Haihz well forget it... don't know how to put it in words... ***Speechless***

That's a little bit of update on Hani-chan's work & relationship status. Lately, Hani-chan is looking to buy a Condo around PJ area. So she's busy scouting around and asking Kristy's friend for help. Oh and bf asked his ex too. One of the ex is some property agent. Honestly, Hani-chan don't really want her help anyway. Why? It's a natural reaction duh~ but then she never stop him from asking her help also. Well... bah whatever...

Alright guys time to take a cold chill bath... sorry not really in the mood... continue when the mood is better. Chaoz... Let's just hope a good year lies ahead for all.